Confessions of a Spirit Messenger

There are moments when my thoughts turn to the eternal questions that every person has in his or her lifetime.  Today, as I watched a rerun of John Edward’s Crossing Over, I thought about the question that I’ve been asked by others regarding their intuition:

“Am I just talking to myself?”

Well, yes and no.  In a manner of speaking, you ARE speaking to yourself, and what I mean by that may sound a little strange.  The way it is put to me by my guides is that there is a part of me, my higher self, that still resides on the Other Side. 

I remember the first time I asked this question.  It was about  a year ago, as with many other revelations I was in the shower.  I’m not sure why this occurs in the bathroom of all places, but maybe it’s because it’s a place where there are no distractions and you get some good think time in while you’re there.  I got my answer in the form of a Tori Amos song.  Now, I think I’ve mentioned that Spirit communication is very different from actual human-to-human interaction.  It’s not the same kind of exchange.  It’s the language of symbols, as John Edward says, and he is right.  The mind is like a library of information, and Spirit will give you answers based on things you already understand.  This way, you relate and understand the message immediately (if you don’t overthink it!). In this case with me it was a part of the Tori Amos song, “Tear in Your Hand.”   I had asked about the identity of one of my guides, because at times I feel very strongly that one of them is, well, me!  I got the lyric, “I think there’re pieces of me you’ve never seen, ” and with it, the words scrolled across my mind’s eye with an emphasis on “pieces of me” that I immediatly recognized as the crux of the message. 

If you’ve ever had what I call an “Ah-Ha!” moment, you’ll understand how that feels, and this was one of those moments.  It’s as if an entire concept is conveyed within a split second of time.  You just understand all of a sudden where you were stumbling through the dark just a second ago.   Something important to understand when communicating with spirit guides,  is that understanding the first piece information  you’re given is necessary before you will receive the next bit of information. I was confused about that piece of information- pieces of me- for a while and continued to ask questions.   Even more confusing to me was how to pass on that information without the words to express it in a way that others would be able to understand. 

Earlier today as I sat on the couch looking out the window, I found myself really connecting to Spirit through the beauty of nature.  I looked out onto the balcony, relaxed my gaze and allowed the energy to flow, and I got the most wonderful feeling of connectedness.  I recalled my previous puzzle piece regarding being here and on the Other Side at the same time, and started to receive the message that no matter who or what we interact with, it is always a piece of ourselves we are working with. In essence, the “we are all one” idea has great merit and is true on a fundamental level.  If you think of it in terms of chemical makeup, all life forms around us are chemically carbon-based.  This means that we are all made of the same ‘stuff,’ regardless of how the molecules decide to arrange themselves.  On an energetic level- which is harder for some to understand as it is invisible- we are all made of energy.  Under the highest magnification, scientists see  an electric charge that moves between the particles that is the life force of everything.  This is how we are all connected.  This is how we are all ‘one.’ 

Sonia Choquette told me that part of my purpose here is to “see past appearances” and connect with people from a higher, spiritual perspective. This is something I’ve been doing my whole life- peeling back the layers of the onion one at a time.  With this new way of explaining this information, I feel more confident that it will reach many of you out there who couldn’t absorb the message previously.   We are all one.  We are just distracted by appearances– what we call matter.

As human beings, we possess a healthy curiosity of ourselves and the world around us.  However, we are also inclined to notice differences rather than similarities.  Its’ time to begin to see our own image when we look at other creations and create a connection that is based on how we are all alike. 

Looking at life through the eyes of a Spirit on a temporary assignment, far away from home is a way of life.  I am not perfect, and although it is an ability that comes very naturally to me, being able to connect to Spirit is a lot of work.  I’m only human, and there are times when even I fall into the trap of thinking that everything in my immediate environment is all there is.    The key is to stop looking outside of ourselves for the answers and reacting to everything around us with fear and uncertainty.  Some of this is necessary, but too many of us LIVE this way.  We experience fear, quickly suppress it and move on to something else.  Your’e missing out on the point of having the experience of emotions if you’re doing this.  Emotions are messengers in and of themselves and to dishonor them by denying them or putting them aside is to disrespect a part of yourself.   Feel the fear…..and then let go of it.  Talk to your emotions.  Let them know you are grateful for what they teach you, and then allow them to pass through you.  Do not hold onto them.  It does not serve you to do so.  And what we call ‘negative’ emotions are just as important as the ‘positive’ ones.

The voice of your truth is waiting for you to hear its call.  The best way to hear it is to take time to play.  Play and laughter echo joy in the soul.  They help you let go of this earthbound existence and dare to dream and imagine.  As Albert Einstein once said,

 “Imagination is more important than knowledge.”

~ by healingstarspirit on April 9, 2010.

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